Things are..
Friday, December 5, 2008
This is the first time i have been on here. I kinda went through the fun of designing something that I think that could work, to come back to find that it takes a long time to load. Which sucks. Maybe i could compress the images down. Ill think about it. At the moment, on a friday night im at home. Im in my pjs and laying on the couch, but my god it is nice. Ill blog about my day on the science page. Other than work, I have been thinking more on the 'adult world' and just how much more complicated life is than the fairytail I have always envisaged. Like my neighbours, they are in their late 30s early 40s and have three kids. He is one of those guys that 'go away' on booze weekends leaving her with her kids, while she one of those ladies who skip taking her pill and basically gets her self pregnante when they had agreeded on no more kids. How the fuck is that for complicated, i mean unnessisarly complicated. I dont want that not for anything. See Im not even taking sides in that story, because somewhere along the line they have eaten each other away to the point where they started doing anything to get there life back, some independence back, some sence of life. How horribly sad. Yes I am aware how rediculusly self indulgent that all sounds. But i guess rather than being upset about it, its just easyer to deal with it. Actully in defense about sounding like im whinging on, women like to think about things by 'talking' while men like to prosses things by talking to them selfs.
Right anyway im watching bend it like beckham.Its fucking rediculus. Kira Knightley, shes such a stink actor in that movie.Funny though.
To Granis
I know that you made happen what happened. I know what your saying, I hear you and I love you so much. I also know that I work so hard, I make my self proud and i love with all my heart. That is all have to say. I know you love me because I love you and I feel our bond. I love you so so much. I also know that i will continue to try for the rest of my life. That is all I can do
From your granddaughter.
Posted byShitwolf at 12:07 AM
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That funky background you had before, the rusted green one, I had a go at recompressing it ant i was able to make a ver which was something like 100kb not a couple of Mb I'll send it to you later, if you want to use it.
44 days to go! Wop Wop!!!!